~MoO MoO~: Wonder Why

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Just as she thought that there was a glimmer of hope, it disappeared! It was gone again! And it left her totally lost and wondering why...

Wondering why the people she loves can't love her back
Wondering why she can't love the people who love her
Wondering why it seems so hard to love someone
Wondering why she still tries even though it's so hard
Wondering why she is so persistent in finding one she truly loves
Wondering why she still believes that the most fortunate kinda relationship is one whereby it's mutual
Wondering why her heart aches but doesn't wanna die
Wondering why she allows her heart to get injured in the first place then expects it to just die when it hurts
Wondering why she is unsuccessful in getting God to send her some signs, the signs He sent to other people
Wondering why she has to turn to religion for some things even though she knows that there is some sort of a fallacy in what they preach
Wondering why he does what he does
Wondering why he didn't reply
Wondering why he bothered to "test water" - cos she was the one he wanted or cos no one else wanted him
Wondering why she sits here now, blogging when she should be doing her data entry work
Wondering why she is awake at 245am, blogging about a guy who is most probably sleeping and not dreaming of her

YYY